My cup runneth over....literally!!!!

   Well, my cup is literally running over and I am PRAYING that goodness and mercy is coming because this year has been rough. I have been filled to 550ccs today after an additional 75 was added today. I was hoping for 100ccs but GLAD we stuck with 75, because tonight I am in PAIN! UGH! Problem is we are STILL not at 600 or 650 and I am to start rads possibly as early as next week, which means he wants me to return to KC on Friday. I am unsure of how I will swing that and if I really want to, UGH! Also I have had drs appts, dentist with the kids, and my appts everyday this week and two more BEFORE Friday. Maybe I will make a road trip with one of my besties I haven't seen in a while and connect with some old friends while we are there. I think she and I need a girls only weekend. Oh...I forgot....it is ALWAYS girls only weekends around here now...well besides the my two main men:)
    But for tonight bring me the Valium, I need one I think. Dr Rast says they are crucial to success as they alleviate the muscle spasms. They are severe as they are NOT wanting to stretch anymore and truthfully I am feeling like the girls are under my arms and meeting in the middle. I have only taken it right after surgery and maybe once after the 100cc fill but as the implant gets larger it is having a harder time stretching thus the PAIN!!!! They are like ROCKS, I said coconuts before but I meant ROCKS! Dr. Rast also informed me that exchange should be as far from rads as possible even up to a year. A YEAR with these things...these ROCKS? WOW...not sure if I can do that, but skins integrity starts to improve the farther from rads as we go. He did, however, tell me that I am a D cup which makes me happy since after mastectomy I NEVER thought I would be more than an A. Thank you God for the new found womanhood. I hope I am not getting carried away. Please forgive me I have had boob envy for a while:)